giveup up up up....
down we gooooooooo

i was just drunk when i met you. .... an i still thought you were super lame/rude/and stupid.
you lose.



i hate people so hard. especially when i go out of my way to be kind to you.
fuck you stupid cunts

i need to lose weight. ugh. someone helpp me an i'll help you!
but forreal, 48hour mystery is liife

i can't make friends to save my life an it saddens me. it's not like i'm a bitch. i mean i really don't even have the energy to care to talk about people. im too busy trying to figure out my own life.

does gpoyw mean?
forreal guys?
i feel like im that lame kid back in the sixth grade that spent a week trying to figure out what 'lol' meant

can't always get what you want.
SUCK IT !

BEST DAY EVERRR!
everything works out. i have nothing more than i had yesterday but my heart is full an i am happy!!!:D

give me a chance

cotton candy would be nice.
the yella kind, not the blue

i feel good. soo good. for the first time in over a month. i don't know why an i'm not about to start questioning it. i am thankful. i have the best family ever... they are love<3

21 or bust ... i made it
let's go to a bar !
[none of my friends are of age, lamee]

i think i'm having a midlife crisis

tumblr has stolen my heart. it's not you, it's me. but i still want to be friends. you'll alwayz have a place in my heart.


my apologies,
lauren

i'd go on a blind date. i'd do nearly anything for tolerable company as of late.

blue twizler stuck in my teef

i'd miss school so much. i miss learning. i need to go to the library however the archdale library is a hole in the wall. i doubt i'd find much of anything there dealing with sociology an anthropology. i guess it can't hurt to look though.

i already hate work. it's never been this bad. the kids are awful. the things they say, the way they act, the way they run, the way they think they know everything, the way they don't listen to me, the way they do something after i tell them specifically NOT to do that. it's all driving me nutz. it's not even summer daycare yet. ohguh, ima end up killin myself.

i've never felt so lonely. i'm at a loss and don't know what to do. i miss having someone love me. i miss feeling comfortable. i miss being wanted. i feel so distant from everyone and everything.

i really wish some celebrities just were NOT celebrities. honest to god i believe if i met Shia LaBeouf we would be friends. there is no doubt in my mind. when he was on even stevens i was out and about partaking in the same shenanigans. not to mention i had a crush on him when he was awkwardly developing during that show. therefore the fact that he is mind blowingly attractive now doesn't sway my judgement whatsoever. all im saying is, if he wasn't famous then i could meet him today and probably hit it off and be happy as all get out. but even if i had the chance to meet him tomorrow, it wouldn't work out because he would only believe i'm either 1) a creepy fan [when in all actuality i haven't even seen most of his movies or know his life story] or 2) that im trying to be friends with him because he's the mind blowingly hot super dude that he is.

oh life,
always throwing these curve ballz

this has made me an optimistic. an that i am thankful for

kick in the pantz.
to the maxxxx

i can't take one extreme to the next anymore. middle ground is what i'm all about.